i have been losing a lot of sleep over this and leaving emmy but i think i'm starting to come around a little more - she will be in GREAT hands with grandma and grandpa, she wont even miss me, it will be harder on me i'm sure, we have skype now so if it doesnt confuse her too much i can hopefully talk to her and see her a few times when away and the biggest reason is my girl will now drink whole milk with no breast milk mixed in! i am so so proud of her! she isnt completely weaned but we are getting close - and the fact that she'll take regular milk helps a lot since now i dont have to worry she'll run out of breast milk while i'm away and starve! i think the whole weaning process is harder on me than her - i have been feeling really guilty for trying to stop - but i really think she is ready and it was me that wasnt so ready. i guess a part of me wasnt ready to lose that last bit of baby and closeness we had. but looking at her - she has become a toddler almost overnight.
but please dont start walking while i'm away! you are so so close...what kind of a mom would i be if my baby starts walking while i'm sipping on a tasty red wine? here are some pictures from today
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